Was walking back from the gym today when I saw a blind boy sleeping at the Mrt station. He had a recorder in his hand and a contented smile on his lips, it made me smile with joy...and it made me wonder.

What do blind men see when they dream? If they've never seen in their lives, are their dreams composed of sounds only? Do they know what humans look like? Or the delicate beauty of a rose? Do they understand what red is? Do they imagine the sun and the stars and the sky to be brighter and bluer and more magnificent then it really is?

I hope so.

And if they ever do see, I hope the world doesn't dissapoint them too much.

For sometimes, ignorance really might be bliss.

God give them peace and joy and happiness.

Thank you for showing me how much I really have.

After my 2nd last paper on wed, I finally went for a jog. 4 days of pent up stress and lack of excercise meant that, though I was barely on 5hrs of sleep per day, I still felt energized after it. Initially, there was a physical pain along my upper back and shoulders, near the traps and neck. As I continued running, the pain just seemed to melt away, and I felt oh so good! :)

8 days and counting till i leave. Hope I'll be able to excercise there. Funny how I changed from someone who hated excercise to someone who who is, in my own words, an excercise nut wannabe.

Hope I'll be able to carry on excercising there.

OOk...So.

2 exams done, 1 to go. And I feel the urge to write. Not often that that happens, so i guess I shouldn't let it slip away. Got 10mins before 1 start mugging again.

Been really bothered the past few weeks. Not just because of exams, but cos of other things as well: relationships with friends, with myself and with God. I also have to get ready for my trip to Canada next week.

Its funny, but this sort of shit always happens during exams. Think its cos you cannot stop thinking. No matter what you just keep thinking and thinking and thinking. To the point where you think of too much unrelated stuff, and little things get blown out of proportion, and old issues come back to haunt you.

I wonder if I'll ever be free of them. I wonder if I'll ever be able to let go. The rational side of me says yes... but the illogical, emotional side of me keeps saying... well... you can guess what its saying.

Thanks to the friends who listened, and prayed. You guys really helped. A lot.

And i promise...the next blog won't be so depressing...and it'll be soon!

On this, the momentous occasion of my hundredth post...i have an announcement to make...

Happy Birthday Wen!
May all your hopes,dreams and wishes come true.
Have a great year and stay happy always!

:)

Far away by Nickleback

Its such a nice song! So love the lyrics!

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know, you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know, you know, you know

So far away
(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
So far away
(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
(Keep breathing)
Hold on to me and, never let me go
(Keep breathing)
Hold on to me and, never let me go