Sometimes,
its hard to know the heart,
What it wants will only lead,
to pain and dreadful hurt,

But the yearning is still there,
Tearing at mind's logic,
With claws sharp and bare.
And the result is depressingly tragic.

So all I can do is pray,
for I know not what to do
And I need God to help me understand,
How to find answers so as to
find peace again