Thank you for being with me through thick and thin. For filling me with your love, and guiding me when I was floundering in the dark. For lovinng me for who I am, yet showing me how I can improve myself. For teaching me that I am imperfect, and in that imperfection am I made real. And for loving me anyway.

For giving me all the wonderful things that you have given me every day.
The gifts that I can never hope to repay.

I have a lot to be grateful for. I made a bargain with you. Please, oh please just give me the strength to see my end through. Don't let me regret one more thing in my life, maybe the greatest regret of them all...

Not keeping a promise to you.

Help me see it through.